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back from florida

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 17:33:08 GMT

ive been back for a whlie now ive just been posting and updating different sites...xanga: kessywessy. and myspace: kessy. check those out :) i had a good time lots of driving and swimming and tanning and such...sigh...ok im outta here.

to florida

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 19:15:38 GMT

im going to florida for the next 2 weeks to see my grandma. i wont be here, i dont think(i might not have internet) so ill see you guys later.

the day after warped tour

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 01:16:27 GMT

damn when we got there the bouncing souls had already started playing so i took my sisters hand hauled ass (leaving krystal behind) to the stage and nearly about to die the gaurds told me no you cant go this way. i was like fuck you this is my favorite band in the world plus my uncle is the manager so i can do whatever i want. but the sad thing is that the bouncing souls were on the opposite side of the stage that i was. but i got to see my favorite song true believers and 3 more...i really only went to see them but atleast i got to see some of what they did...i still love that band.

the rest of the day went damn good. got to see bad religion!! anti flag, tiger army, sugarcult (with krystal) nofx, ummm...i think that was about it...oh yeah and flogging molly but those people were a bunch of dicks, i almost got into a fight because some kid stole my spot up front and started pushing me around.after a while he wouldnt stop, i told him to but he wouldnt so i hit him and his girlfried said with a serious attitude will you please not hit my boyfriend?!?! i was like, your boyfriends an asshole!! he took my spot and now hes pushing me around. she threat to beat me up and then threatend to kill me but if i thought about it hard enough i could have gotten them thrown out because my uncle would have after he heard what happend. but i thought the whole situtaion was lame so i let it go. but can you believe that? i dont like starting things and nice little ol' me was threatend to be killed. sigh...but it was a good day no one i know got seriously hurt, just abunch of muddy shoes and pants but it was fun.

the day before warped tour

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 21:40:05 GMT

I cant wait to see Bouncing souls im so stoked for that Ahhh!!!! im going to go crazy. sigh... ok i gotta relax. anyways i gotta a new thing its on xanga the name is kessywessy so check it out. im out for now. ill update and let you know how the day goes.

.:|KISS|:.

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 18:21:07 GMT

dude i totally forgot but i dont know how it was possible... i went to go see KISS sunday night. they f*ckin rocked out the house man...was so badass...i had fun with miles seemon and danny...i was so tired after wards...it was a rough weekend with bousch gardens and 2 crazy shows in the same weekend...phew...ha. id do it again.

.:311:.

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 19:57:08 GMT

im going to see 311 tonight! with krystal!!! up front!!! yey! but anyways i need to get off this computer right now before i break it...

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 15:57:07 GMT

well i took my driving test yesterday and i...i...i PASSED! yey!! blah i wish i had something to do today. im going to be sitting around all day...saturday im going to BG and later that night a pastout show damn thats going to be a long tiresome day...sunday is the KISS show and im supposed to be going im sure it will be ok with my dad...thats going to be a fun weekend.

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 17:13:05 GMT

i got my second holes in my ears done saturday, without telling my dad. haha. come to find out he doesnt even care. but thats ok i guess doesnt matter to me. i will be going to florida in a couple weeks August 7th through 21st. im actually excited to go and possibly get some light on my transparent skin. it would be nice to come back with a tan.

...im driving monday tuesday and wednesday. to "qualify" for my liscence i doubt i will pass but theres still a possibility. its not like it matters anyways my dad refuses to give me my liscence even if i do pass my test on wednesday because im not experienced enough. well whose fault is that? nah forget it i cant even rag on them anymore they got shit to do, way too much shit to do that they dont have enough time for there kids every once in a while...thats ok im fine with that. so anyways wish me good luck on my test even though it doesnt matter. ta ta for now.

...kkk took my baby away.

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 17:26:46 GMT

well a month has gone by and alot of shit has gone down. i dont even want to get into all of that...if you know me you probably know everything already anyways. so im out for now.

.:Happy birthdaY:.

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 20:28:51 GMT

so my birthday was yesterday and it was alright...wasnt the best day in the world but it was cool. but now im 17...honestly it didnt even feel like my birthday and i dont feel 17...to me its just another number. well i got to hangout with danny and my mummy, we went for sushi, and went to kmart after that...then we came home and opened presents danny got me a dvd of the ORIGINAL felix the cat cartoons like from the '20s and '30s its so rad, poorly done cartoons but rad, he also got me some posters and burned me some cds. and my mom bought me some clothes and gave me some money. awesome awesome.

catch up

Sat, 29 May 2004 20:18:12 GMT

the show last saturday was alright...i wish that their were more people were there. plus i was pretty tired that night anyway. this week has been alright. not too bad. my bithday is in 8 days im kinda excited, a whole day for me just me its all about me. hahaha no really though i would liked to be treated to whatever i wanted for a day... hahahaha...wishful thinking huh?

happiness

Sat, 22 May 2004 01:16:38 GMT

ok. no more sadness. time for some fun. danny and i are hanging out tomorow and watching star wars episodes 4, 5, and 6 hmmm...hopefully ill like it. haha i hope so thats about 6 hours of nothing but movies!!! and later that evening im going to see pastout play for the first time in a while im actually pretty excited for this one. danny, wayne, alex, and some other people i know are supposed to be there. so i should have a smile on my face. =) ill let you know how it all goes later on saturday night!

funeral

Thu, 20 May 2004 01:42:50 GMT

i wont be here tomorow or friday till late because my great grandmas funeral is in winchester virginia. so no school till monday for me! kinda cool kinda not. i cant wait to see my uncle jason and my grandpa white.

R. I. P. II

Wed, 19 May 2004 00:45:26 GMT

R.I.P. my Great-Grandma White died last night of natural causes...she was either 91 or 92...i dunno but i will find out friday because that is the funeral and im probably going to be there...*tears* i didnt know her that well either...but its still very sad.

R. I. P.

Mon, 17 May 2004 21:35:08 GMT

R.I.P. Brandon Waters Friday May 14, 2004 Age: 18. I didn't know him very well but I'm sorry to see it had to be that way. My heart is out to his family and friends. *tear*

sick...

Sun, 16 May 2004 17:45:11 GMT

no on likes to be sick! especially me...its depressing. haha not really i think i got bronchitis yuck...but anyways only 21 more days till im 17!!! thats right!!! there isnt anything special about 17 but thats ok....actually i can get into R rated movies with out an adult oooooh arent i special. ha, and if i had my lisence when i was supposed to id be able to have more than one person in the car thats not related to me! wow thats sad, im almost 17 and i dont have a liscense or a car or a job im just a bum kid. lol i dont care its fun! im thinking i wont get a job this summer...ill just enjoy this summer as much as i can one last time before i actually have to start working. maybe ill get a job where i only work a couple days a week then ill get just a little bit of money and a little bit of experience...i better get out of here before i type in some more stupid things.

a perfect circle

Tue, 11 May 2004 22:24:05 GMT

im supposed to go see a perfect circle tomorow. i somehow dont see that happening. because plans like that usually dont work out for me, well for this it probably wont because i dont think danny can go because his mom wont let it. thats all right ill just hang out with him after school. hmmm...im hoping that there are some shows this weekend that i can attend with out too much trouble...oh and im hoping that i can also go with danny to band practice and just hang out...maybe liz will go and we can hang out too! hehe what fun that will be...johnie is supposed to stop by with some flyers for me. id really like to see him. its been a long time, i miss you johnie boy!

Mon, 10 May 2004 21:14:34 GMT

my dad and i have gotten better...i guess he just goes through these phases where hes gotta be an ass, but doesnt everyone? friday kinda sucked because Danny wasnt here and it was our one month anniversary. but thats ok i got to talk to him, so i wasnt really that bummed out. this weekend i went to my mums house. saturday we went to this antique store in VA Beach, and i found this id bracelet i really liked. so i asked the lady if she could it out of the glass case for me so i could look at it...and guess whos name was on it??? yep thats right DANNY's name is on it. what are the chances of that?? haha i thought that was really awesome so i had to buy it. sunday we went down to the oceanfront to see the monster trucks but we only watched that for a bit, it was pretty rad. while we were down there my mom and i were "belly ring shopping" i found a really cool one so i had to buy it. and luckily my mom found one she liked too...but yeah i had a good weekend i got to get away from my dad for a bit and i think thats all that i needed.

another day...

Thu, 06 May 2004 20:52:43 GMT

its official...im ignoring my dad. i havnt conversed with him since the last time he yelled at me. its to the point where i wont come out of my room if hes home. oh well.
tomorow is our one month anniversary and Danny wont even be here...bummer...Ambers birthday is tomorow too! hope you have a good one Amber!

Wed, 05 May 2004 00:06:56 GMT

soo...anyways i will carry on from yesterday...

...he called me inside to have a "family meeting" and the first thing he did was say this isnt working out we arent a family its two serparate families in one home. so after that he starts with courtney then me then jaymie, all saying bad things about us...(he only had one thing to say to me that was bad)then he goes on and tells us the good things about us...(he had a few things to say to me about all that) then he said some other stuff and told us we dont appreciate what we do for them and we arent ungreatful children (i rolled my eyes at him) then he said alright im opening the floor for discussion...i was like alright i got a few things to say ok first of all we do appreciate what you do for us we just dont show it or know it yet because we dont know what its like to go to work everyday and come home stressed out about our job and have to pay bills and be responsible like you guys are. we are children we arent able to do very much, we cant vote we cant go to clubs im the only kid in this house that can get a job and none of us can drive yet, legally. so dont tell us we dont appreciate what you guys do for us, because wether or not we thank you now or later on in life we will appreciate what you are doing right now. and i made some other points about different things that are going on and my parents just sat there speachless for a moment and said, "wow, VERY well said, im impressed." then i asked if i could leave cuz i was tired of talking after a while so i went up to my room and got on the phone for a bit. and cried. i wanna thank everyone that has ever hepled me through anything or anypart of my life i do appreciate that its help me get just that much further in life. thank you.

sigh...

Tue, 04 May 2004 01:55:28 GMT

this weekend was just peachy for me friday i hung out with the guys (danny miles and seemon) they had a mini band practice...too bad liz couldnt have been there...saturday kinda didnt turn out the way i wanted it only because i couldnt go to a show that i had been wanting go to for a long time...but i did end up hanging out with miles for the day, which was fun, then i got home later that night and i found out that jaymie totally trashed courtneys room...i mean trashed it...everything she owned was all over the floor, all because jaymie heard from a friends brother that courtney was going to get jaymie in trouble, and when jaymie was in the process of trashing her room, she almost burned down the house, some cards were on a lamp and it started a fire...luckily they got it out before anything got too serious...or we all would have been in the obituaries in a couple days, but anyways the whole situation went way too far. later on that night jaymie ran away and it took us an hour to find her. her mother had to come home from work to look for her. it was kinda scary. so anyways sunday i woke up and went to my boyfriends house and had breakfast, then we hung out all day, watching some movies. then i got home and thats when it all started my dad thought that i had an attitude the second i walked in the door...can any of you guys put your self in my place for a second...*ok you just spent the whole day and the previous friday with your boy/girl friend and you hung out with one of your good buddies yesterday, and you had a blast...would you come home in a bad mood?* is that likely??? WTF??? but anyways it was my night to do that kitchen and i didnt feel like doing it but i did it anyways i had an attitude about it but i didnt interact with my dad about it at all...then i got online when i was done and he had to use the chair i was sitting in and i had no problem with that so i got another chair and i put it down on the ground kinda hard and my dad got up and started yelling at me cuz i had an attitude...god i wanted to sit there and laugh at him because he is so AHHHH!!! so he yelled at me to get off the computer and i was ok so i started to get off line and say good bye to my buddies and he started to freak out again that i didnt get of in like 2 seconds so he went over to the main power switch and he said i swear to god ill do it, ill pull this plug. i was like jesus christ dad give me a freakin second to get off...and then i finally got off the computer, he told me to go to my room....so i did... and unlucky me i had my windows open and the wind caught my door and slammed it really hard...and i was like shit now hes going to think i do have an attitude...(things just werent flowing good for me at all) so he comes up stairs and takes my door off...haha i was so pissed i called my mom and told her to come pick me up NOW. i packed a bag and i was ready to leave...so after a while i cooled off, still not wanting to be there, i was talking to my mom outside and my dad calls me in and....ill have to update this later its past my internet curfew...

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 21:26:38 GMT

post a memory of me in the comments. it can be anything you want. then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 19:17:52 GMT

last week went by super fast. its almost been three weeks for us...damn its going by fast. aw im so happy.we hung out wednesday...that was nice friday i went to cathys house to babysit got some money and ate a bunch of junk food...probably shouldnt do that too often...saturday hung out with danny all day...went bowling and ate sushi! yummy!!! sunday just went to the mall for candy once again YUM! today was supposed to be the day that i go see chris :-| oh well...hes a cool kid, im sorry chris! i hope you had a blast!

keep truckin i guess

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 20:41:17 GMT

that was the best spring break ever! although i cant tell you guys every thing i did i will tell you what you can know...i went to my moms the first weekend...then monday i hung out with Danny...tuesday and wednesday i hung out with bethany and went thrifting and found this radical $5 jacket...the only downfall is it doesnt have pockets. so guess what i gotta do???? oh yeah it will be kinda hard i guess i dunno ive never put pockets on a jacket before...im creative im sure i can do that...so on thursday i just hung out at my house cleaning and whatnot then thursday night i babysat for on of my friends...friday i hung out with Danny...saturday i had a cook out with the family...and sunday i was off to busch gardens with the family and Danny. what an awesome time!!

blah today was the first day back to school....ooooi....but it wasnt too bad hahaha walking around all day was fun...ok im outta here im going to practice my bass.

fun fun fun

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 03:59:00 GMT

spring break has been super rad to me....i dont know about the weather but im not and have not let that stop me...i hung out with bethany monday and tuesday...and came back home after being gone since last friday...i was home for about an hour...and i left with danny to hang out with miles, seemon, and liz...sweet....i had a blast just hanging out with my boyfriend...its nice to finally have a good kid....haha...

Danny, Miles, and Seemon are in a band called XJEDIX (they like star wars ((i think thats star wars)) ) but anyways danny is on bass seemon usually plays drums and miles usually plays guitar...yey fun stuff...but they are having a show soon at ci-cis pizza! woo hoo! i have to go...this is kinda important...its their first show...awww...im supposed to be at my moms the weekend they play but i think i can make arrangements to see them...it would mean a lot to them for me to be there...you know??? so if any of you wanna come out....or just wanna hang call me...i dont know the exact date, but im thinking its going to be April 24 at ci-cis woods corner right off centerville trnpike so lemme know ;-)